Go to sleep

Jogged at 1ish am. got home at 2ish am. showered. lazing around on the computer.

i need to be up at 9 am...yet i'm still awake for no reason.

baad bad habit.

also just read some of an acquaintance's (who seems pretty nice) blog.

made me bummed.

but i get that way easily. pretty emotional. blame it on my mother, she passed it down. haha.

anyway, in a pretty crummy mood, sadness gets me thinking about things i'm not too stoked on. moving away for instance. which is going to be wicked, but sucky at the same time.

that, and him.

ughghghgh.

i sound like such a girl.

no more.

'night!

(i like this whole blog idea. i can rant and get things off my chest/out of my mind, without having to post it in a facebook note, or getting pitied which is what i don't want, or some bulljive. also weird that anyone can pretty much read it. wonder what impression they get of me. not that it's a big deal. just weird that they're kind've inside my head, being able to read this stuff. i could remove my link from facebook. maybe.)